I can do it for a second, but I feel this anxious need to avert my eyes most of the time. What is wrong with me?!
I know this much about myself...I do have a tendency to roll my eyes often, that's certain. But, I just take that as a force of habit, started by my general disgust of many members of the human race in general.
I mean, what am I afraid of? That whoever I'm looking at is going to see straight through me? See all of my fears? All of my deepest, darkest secrets? Or are they reading my mind...maybe they'll notice that I'm secretly wondering what they look like naked (which isn't always a pretty visualization, let me tell ya). I guess I can chalk it up to self-consciousness, especially since I'm fairly apathetic about my appearance these days, sadly. I need to work on this (both the eye contact and the appearance haha)!
Song of the day: "I See Right Through To You" DJ Encore (well duh)
1 comment:
I'm the same way!! I've noticed that I hate looking someone in the eyes while I'm talking, but I'm okay with it when they're talking. Definitely has to be a vulnerability issue. I'm working on it. Sort of. ;-)
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